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.CHRISTMAS GREETINGS

.from Phyllis Loomis

 
 
 
Last spring I chanced to pass an old but well-cared-for apple orchard. No buds or leaves blocked the view of strong, craggy branches stretching out - helter-skelter - oddly parallel to the ground. I was fascinated and passed that way often as the spring and summer progressed. I was finding a new self at the time and felt a close connection with the trees.
 
The summer clothing the trees and I wore covered our misshapen bones and may even have made us feel a bit younger.
 
We were all still producing fruits of one kind or another. Not the fruits of our youth but ones appropriate of our ages. Fruits of which we have a right to be proud.
 
Now that the summer leaves have turned to brilliant colors and fallen on the ground, the superstructure of those wonderful old trees. We have much in common, the apple trees and I. Never again will we honestly look at ourselves and believe we are young. It is time to accept what we are, to remember the past with pleasure, to be proud of the positive things we have given to the world and what we still can give. May we remember that past with pride, live today to its fullest and accept tomorrow when it comes, if it comes.
 
I have named one of those old apple trees Phyllis. I feel sisterly toward the entire orchard. I think of us as the orchard of crones. I look forward to this new season of bareness, whiteness, and cold, as the beginning of our last of four seasons. It is out there with new and different challenges, and with hope. 1, like the trees, will stand fast and be ready to put my mark on each passing day as it greets us all. Each will bring with it the gift of one more beautiful new beginning.
 
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